Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Hmm, my.. er...new post?

Sometimes I just felt damn pissed. I wonder am I god sent. I felt like people are only nice when they needed me, but fuck off shit head if you people always need me then play nice with me although you hated me from the very bottom of your rotten black shit-like heart. Go fuck yourself is what I can say. The reason I’m still helping you out is because I have already made a promise to myself that I will help anybody that needs help, whether they are rich or poor, pretty or ugly, smart or stupid or whatever.

The reason I promise myself to give a helping hand to others is because I know nobody and nothing is perfect, and it’s good to help around. Just imagine this dude’s car broke down ok. Or maybe actually his BMW’s tire was punctured in a car-park; she was wondering how the hell did it happen? So what happened is that your car was parked beside hers. So as a fucking good citizen of Malaysia and a future political candidate, I decided to offer my help to this helpless rich but useless “Ah Sou”.
My hands got dirty changing the tires, my white shirt became black, I was supposed to go back to work (yea I was working that time) but I still felt like helping out my fellow citizen in need. She was not even the hot chick aunty but the I donno how to explain, and she was driving the latest BMW 5 series. So after I helped her changed the tires, I can see that she was grateful to me or my help, the irritating part was she never even shake my hands as a gesture of saying Thank You, and worst still she placed a fucking RM2 note on top of my Waja, Fuck you bitch\!!!!
Are my hands that dirty and RM2 better don’t give, do I look fucking poor???? I ask u readers? I felt like an insult to me but I never even ask for anything in returned, ALL I WANTED TO SEE WAS A GENUINE SMILE SAYING THANK YOU SINCERELY AND I KNOW MY HANDS ARE DIRTY SO I WON’T SHAKE YOURS, but still it is just for a reason to show your sincerity ok? What she did was put the RM2 note on my car, say thanks yea boy, enters her car and fly off.

So the pissed off Zhen Yang felt like throwing away the note but hey its still money not worth my keeping, I remembered there were this WWF charity stuff there so I passed them the money as donation. I washed my hands later and wondered why are my Malaysian people so you know….I can’t say it.

But you know what, I will never give up my hope and will still put my trust on the Malaysian people I don’t think all of us are as rotten as some people,

In another unrelated case, I wonder why everyone was scolding me this whole week. WTF, my father scold me, my mom also scold me, even my fucking retarded 3 years younger than me scolded me, wtf. And I can’t believe that whenever these people scold me I just kept quiet, not saying a word. I think it was fun scolding me altogether right? Yea whatever
I’ll pretend nothing happened until Friday, when Friday comes and any of you starts raising your pathetic voice on me I swear I’ll kill you and pull out the stupid poisoned hypocrite tongue of yours. Fuckers. I go out also got something to say, I stay home also got things to say, I sleep also got something to say, I play game also something to say, WTF do you people want from me? HUH?
YOU ALL PMS AR? Whole fucking world got PMS ar???? Why you all so sohai wan?
Che bye. you all think i no feelings wan ar? wanna say something about me just say only ar? or better still scold somore like as if i rape a girl and throw her in the middle of nowhere and now im some very wanted criminal and now everybody is sick of my existance. look a free advice for everyone next time if you ever want to have any children just make sure that you will take care of them properly and not release your lousy temper on them and make sure if u have more than 1 children, love them all even more than you love yourself EQUALLY!
any parents reading this or parents gonna be just haih watever as you wish la
GO FUCK yourself you know who you are you che bye face!!

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